The Creator
I’m Onyxicca, creator of Emberosis.
I design tools, products, and writing for gamers, spoonies, and anyone whose body is set on hard mode. My work is shaped by my own experience with multiple chronic conditions, along with gaming, ritual, and the practical need for things that make difficult days feel more livable.
The writing side of this world lives at Between Battles, where I publish essays and the monthly Letters Between Battles newsletter.
Emberosis is an independent project with real upkeep behind it: the shop, product selection, design work, blog, newsletter, tools, and future releases all take time, care, and monthly costs to sustain. Every purchase, membership and share helps keep the work available and gives it room to keep growing.
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I Farm Spoons Not Runes Shirt | Spoonie Gamer & Chronic Illness Tee
I farm spoons, not runes.
A dark fantasy spoonie shirt for anyone whose real grind is managing energy.
This design is made for people living with chronic illness, chronic fatigue, chronic pain, disability, invisible illness, spoonie life, flare days, and fluctuating capacity. The fantasy wording gives it a gamer and soulslike-inspired edge without needing to name any copyrighted world, making it perfect for disabled gamers, chronically ill gamers, RPG fans, fantasy fans, and anyone who understands that spoons are the real currency.
Wear it for gaming sessions, errands, recovery days, appointments, low-energy days, or any moment when your main resource is not gold, runes, mana, or stamina. It is energy.
Part of Between Battles, an Emberosis collection of darkly designed apparel, accessories, journals, and everyday tools for gamers, spoonies, chronically ill people, and anyone living life with real limits.
Read the blog for more behind the collection:
https://BetweenBattles.com
Join Emberosis for updates, new product drops, and shop discounts:
Free membership: 10% off the shop
Paid membership: 15% off the shop
I Farm Spoons Not Runes Shirt | Spoonie Gamer & Chronic Illness Tee Size Guide
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XS
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27
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16 1/2
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S
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28
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18
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M
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29
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20
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L
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30
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22
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XL
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31
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24
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2XL
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32
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26
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3XL
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33
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28
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4XL
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34
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30
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5XL
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35
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32
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The Manifesto
Before matches, before lighters, people kept embers. At night, they could not simply let it burn. A fire left open would spend itself too quickly. It might blaze for a while, then leave nothing useful by morning. So they changed how the fire was kept. They lowered the flame. They gathered the embers, covered them in ash, and kept enough heat alive for morning. This was called banking a fire. It did not end the night. It did not remove the cold. It did not make the fire larger than it was. It kept the fire from becoming ash. That is the banked fire at the center of Emberosis... (Continue reading)
Between Battles
Between Battles is the writing side of Emberosis: essays, reflections, dream pieces, useful finds, and hard-earned notes on chronic illness, burnout, rest, ambition, creativity, body limits, and the strange mechanics of trying to keep going without turning yourself into a machine.
You can read the public archive anytime. Emberosis members are also added to Letters Between Battles, the monthly email letter sent before it enters the public archive.
WHY SUPPORT MATTERS
Emberosis is built by one person, slowly and deliberately. Support helps fund the tools, designs, writing, experiments, and member features that keep this project alive. Every purchase, gift, membership, or affiliate click gives me more room to keep building without turning the work into another source of burnout.
WAYS TO SUPPORT
Shop, send a gift, or use affiliate links to help keep Emberosis going.
Donate
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Become a member
Ember
Free
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- Receive monthly newsletter (Letters Between Battles)
- 10% off shop discount, one-time use (using code on $25 orders unlocks 1 FREE month of the ROUSED EMBER $5/month tier)
Roused Ember
22,00 zł per month
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- Dream Alchemy Journal PDF included free at checkout
- Receive monthly newsletter (Letters Between Battles)
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Dream Submission Access 🜁 Level 1 - Lowest Selection Chance
Kindled Ember
64,00 zł per month
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- Dream Alchemy Journal PDF included free at checkout
- Receive monthly newsletter (Letters Between Battles)
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Dream Submission Access 🜁 Level 2 - Medium Selection Chance
Eternal Ember
119,00 zł per month
- Emberosis Manifesto ebook
- Dream Alchemy Journal PDF included free at checkout
- Receive monthly newsletter (Letters Between Battles)
- 15% off shop - ongoing discount on all items during active membership
- Dream Submission Access 🜁 Level 3 - Highest Selection Chance
Gift membership
Your gift will be given away live at twitch.tv/emberosis!
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